I cannot explain what has happened over the last few months but this sums up how I am feeling now when I reflect on everything. Writing is once again playing an important role in my life, it’s my own therapy.
Deceit
I think back and I can see clearer
I can see the false words of support
The selfish game in your movements
Patronising comments that were taken as helpful remarks at the time
My loyalty and trust deserved your respect alone
The missing pieces of the jigsaw have been discovered
The deceit, the betrayal and the cover ups
At least I’m grounded knowing I made the right steps and now make the right choices
There’s no more people pleasing, there’s no more of you having pressured expectations on me, there is no more friendship
I will find peace and will find calm because I know what I deserve
I will accept nothing less
I will be free to make my own choices, be liberated and empowered
I will be me.
© Jennifer Gilmour 2022
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